The Rose and The MoonshineThe chaos is here foreverStill waters are long since goneThe two of us tread waterEmbrace till we become oneI am the stronger swimmerYou cling your arms round my neckNot knowing you're the strong oneI'm as weak as I am wetWe wait for the pitch darknessThe moon shines upon the seaIlluminates not only our loveBut our hopes and dreamsWe gaze upon it in hopeAs salt water stings our eyesDriftng in time with the wavesAs the moon slows down the tideThe swell comes to a standstillOne kiss to wake you from sleepPerhaps the miracle before usHas escaped from your dreamsHanging on to each otherFrom the sea we begin to riseZebrafish light up our trailAs they follow us close behindFrom miles around they see usA fluorescent glow in the sky'Why is this boy leaving us?And who's the girl by his side?'The girl is the essence of beautyShining from the inside outThe boy is the moon, the love, the seaThrough darkness helping this rose sprout
The GallowsBoyCome to the gallowsMy pretty friendI will put you out of your miserySuch a fitting endLived fast and died youngLeft a beautiful corpseGreeted failure as you did successFelt no remorseGirlCome to the electric chairMy sexy beastA few buckles round your limbsThen you shall be releasedBut not into the worldOr into the wildI will release you into eternityYou sexy childBoyCome feel the injectionThis lethal doseScreaming paralyticFrom beneath your bonesBut they can't see your painNot even in your eyesAny last words princessBefore you dieGirlCome to the gallowsBring your pretty faceI wlll meet you there I promiseShow you the end of daysClose your eyes nowRope tight as I kick the stoolEvery confidence that I will followYou pretty fool
My Heart's Moth DanceI always loved,Butterflies.I wanted them toBe born in my stomach,Unexpectedly.I wanted to feel,Their fragile wingsFlutter inside.And so they did.But they were too frightenedto escape.My voice became thin air.And I,wanted my heart to flySo it could tell you...That you're the meaning,of love.Hope.Life.Light.I never really understoodMoths.They were like my words,Tripping overIn my voice,Stuttering and stammering,But you came along,And mothsborn in my heart,Pushed all my words,Out of my mouthIn rambles ofBeauty.You have shown me,How special moths are,Your eyes shone the lightAnd my heart becameThe moththat erratically dancedto yours...I feel the butterflies inside,but the moths give my heart wings..x..
Bee My GirlI cried tonightBut it was not like beforeWhen someone to love meWas all I imploredThis time the tears fellBecause my wish has come trueMy prayers have been answeredIn the wonder that is youI smiled tonightBut it was not like beforeWhen it was just a physical responseNothing moreThis time I smileNot from the mouth but the eyesThis lost little boyHas finally come back to lifeI wrote tonightThis poem, these wordsAbout my best friendmy love, my girlThis time it seemsThat indeed you feel the sameI prayed to God for your arrivaland soon after you came
Make Up To Break UpI use your mascara flooded tearsAs ink for my penA pot full supplied as I suggestThat we still remain friendsI dip the flight feathered quillInto those murky tearsThe ivory parchment paperWill soak them up nicely my dearI use your powder based foundationAs I'm ashamed of these scarsThere is no foundation to my painSo how did it get this farI paint 'love' and I paint 'hate'On to manicured finger nailsYou make up your pretty faceBefore you make up another taleI use your ruby red lipstickTo tell you of my curseWrote 'redrum' on the mirrorYou see 'murder' in reverseMake me up to be beautifulBefore these scars become infectedI am the only animalOn which our make up has been tested
My VirginityWoe betide this beautiful, charming boyTrying too hard to fill your heart with joySelfless deeds do still existBut suspicious minds prefer you to be selfishTake care though and consider with cautionAllowing me too close can lead to obsessionRegulate your responses in such a wayThat I won't misinterpret the words you sayThis confession means nothing to youBut it means a great deal to meYou are the branches, I am the leavesNow I fall, I'm freeThis confession means nothing to youBut it means a great deal to meI have nothing left to declareBut my virginityThe light that shone, you're a glimpse of destinyA photograph, a fragrance triggered memoryThe light that shone, you illuminate my historyMy present, my future, the unwritten storySo font of all amity, here is my cupRinse out all of the hurt, and fill me upWith love to the brim and let it overflowThe meek shall not inherit the world until tomorrowThis confession means nothing to you
The Artist and The ModelShe posed for the artist to paint herShe sat so perfectly stillA tremble came across her bodyThat was way beyond her will"For that, my dear" said the artist"I'll paint your blue eyes shutForever you'll be cast into darknessBefore you return to dust"The subject, the model, the ladyLaughed and was not so fussed"You think you have such power, my dearIn the stroke of your brush?Don't forget it is I, your subjectThat brings beauty to your pieceWithout me you would be nothing;A lush drunk on self belief" With that the artist grabbed his paletteFerociously began to paintTill fatigue encapsulated his bonesAnd he began to feel faint"How dare you bring into questionThis masterpiece, my life's workFrom my hand to brush to canvasMy unique view of this world""Artist you are not so specialWith strokes many could makeWhere as my beauty is as uniqueAs a falling snowflakeAnd it is I that fell from HeavenOnto the blank canvas EarthAs potent as God's silenceAnd as
Never Back DownYou stitched my lips todaySo I could not speakI sliced my slender throatSo I could still breatheDowsed acid in my eyesSo I could not seeBut I reached out to touch herShe in turn touched meYou cut my ears todayI hear no birds singOr an infant's laughterAnd the joy that bringsYou bound my wrists and handsNow they are red rawI should blindly stumbleBut still I stand tallYou sliced my fingertipsI can't feel her skinThe softness of her hairThe barrel of my penYou broke my legs in twoNow I cannot walkNor can I see or hearFeel or talkYou did all of these thingsTo keep me quietYet the passion that stirsIs as loud as a riotListen for the silenceThat comes before the soundNow feel for my touchAs I will never back down
PoemsMy heart beats the same for everyone but him.I cant breath, speak or move when he comes around the corner.Motionless, shocked, in awe and in love.---Scream your heart out.You will be heard.Everyone is listening.Your heart will scream.Its pounding so hard.I can hear it.Breath.Wake up baby, it's time to grow up.---I've been staining this razor for too long.I can't handle any of this anymore.Do away with me and Slit my throat.---I dont know who did,but someone put stars in your eyes.I cant stop smiling when i talk to you.---Standing aloneWaiting for you to come and stand by me.I miss you so muchThis pain is so unrealWhy do i even have to feel?Its killing me insideMy world is dark and GrayPlease come and stand with me, untill the end of day.
poems As Long As You The first time we met, I could see,That you and I, were meant to be.Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true,When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears,These days I shall cherish, for years upon years.Those memories we have, shall never fade,For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near,I anxiously wait, for what will appear.New homes, more laughter, and children so dear,Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near.
poemsA fallen angelOn a broken pathWing fragileOf deathOf the darknessIn the heartsLifelessIn a world apartFallen out of graceAngel brokenAn angels faceWings brokenA fallen angel~*~*~*~*~In the night you callYour words filled with liesWandering down the hallI can feel your eyesIn the dead of nightYou cameFilling me with frightYour eyes burning like a flameTomorrow when I wakeYou will be goneBut not the pain~*~*~*~*~In the dead of nightThey will come for youYou can try and fightBut they will kill youBlood stand lipsDark painted eyesAt your neck, fang tipsEyes filled with liesTomorrow you will be one of themFangs and allYour blood now runs thinAnd you shall fallInto the darknessInto the pain~*~*~*~*~I stand hereWaiting for youCan you hear,Hear the cries of her heart?One more hopeless dayI stand hereWaiting for your loveOne more day without youHow many more?How many more nights?Do I have to wait for your love?One more dayI stand hereMy last
PoemsSitting in a corner,As I always do,Lost in the nothing,Surrounded by it too,I turn to you,Then you turn away,A scamper here,And a tumble there,Is that all the effort that you got?Laying on my bed,The ceiling above,Blank as always,Boring as always,Just like you,Lying as always,Denying as always,Is it really that hard for you to see?Turning the knob,You invite yourself in,Go away I tell you,But you ignore me,You scream and yell,You beat my insides,Making life a hell,It brings you pleasure,I know it does,You like seeing me this way,How many days I wonder,Until I fade away?Staring at me,You glare,Into insides beyond the mere,I'm only a child,A poor defenseless child,How you love watching me crumble,Being blown away by little things,You love this more than anything,And all you do is deny what I say,My soul will burn,And the insides split,While you remain unswayed....How little you see,Understanding little,Seeing little,Nothing new for me,Staying
PoemsStanding on my roofWind blowing in my hairAll alone was IBecause of my who I'd come to beOthers only staredThen it began to stormSalt tears on fresh rainI fell off my roofSure soon to feel more painYou caught me without harmEven in the awful beatingOf the thundering rainAll the tourment of lonelynessAnd all my inside painYour my sheild and Coat of ArmsMy flag to show the wayAfter all the awful things I saidEven closer now you stayAnd my heart this Rooftop Storm tonightForever will be warmedBy a fire I'll never let fade